|in some ways I wish this was me... boating with a friend.|
I love the painting galleries at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in NYC.
I've been to the museum on a number of occasions over the past few years with different missions, but it is always the paintings that move me to want to create, to record the simple vanity of life.
The bottom line is that it's all pretty pointless- this painting of canvases thing.
We have cameras that capture frames of reality much more distinctly.
I love photography. Really, I do- I even have a Flickr site that no one visits but me.
Photography is arguably a lot more "fun" than painting.
Painting is hard work. Long hours alone in the studio (or wherever) staring at canvases in various stages of completion, trying to figure out how to make it convey the intended experience.
Going cross-eyed with proportions and composition.
I don't think many people really care about paintings.
We live in a media-saturated culture.
What's another image?
"Oh, you painted that?"
"Yeah. I've been working on it for a while...finally finished it."
"What do you like about it?"
"Um, it's pretty. The colors are nice. Do you have others?
(heard: ....I'm bored with this.. do you have another painting? Quick!...entertain me...before I have to think about the whys and whats of your work..)"
"Yeah. I have lots more...
(but you would probably find them boring too..)"
I'm tired of boring people who want to be entertained.
They are... boring... and I don't have time to be bored.
I don't know if I've ever been bored for longer than the time it takes to think of something.
I have probably a couple hundred unfinished projects going on all round me.
Pretty much no one cares about any of them but me, but I'm definitely not bored.
My life is one un-boring, unfinished project that I happen to be right smack-dab in the middle of.
Well.... I wish I could say that I have an original thought or some great vision.
I don't...right now... just give me another minute and when one comes it'll be scribbled on a blue post-it and then it can join the medley of ideas stuck all over my walls..... Names, and themes, lines of verse, rough sketches of composition, to-do lists, and business ideas. Whatever.
I'm a pretty lame duck really. I've given some great ideas away to businessmen who in one way or another promised returns on the ideas, which have yet to arrive. Tons of slogans, logos, images, random verses, and creative ideas are always drifting across the fertile lands of my brain. Every once in a while I try to tame them and put them to work. Sometimes they're just sketched on napkins and left for the busboy.
Many of my clients have been honorable and financed their ambitions in the art department generously.
To them, I extend my appreciation. You know who you are. May it continue to go well for you!
I guess if securing bread for the day was a bit easier I'd be much more productive with my art;
but there's more to it than that.
Like I said before, it's all vanity, and I didn't even figure that out myself-
I learned it in the Bible, in one of the most insightful books ever, Ecclesiastes.
If you never read it, now is a good time. It won't take long; it's a short book in the middle of the Bible.
So basically, today, I feel like saying, "I give up."
No one but God really cares.
I, too, should read Ecclesiastes. I would feel better.
We are all just a beautiful mess of dust and I'm tired.
You probably are reading this because for whatever reason, you like my paintings.
So, with true sincerity, I thank you for caring enough to read some of my stream of consciousness;
the same sort of pathetic drivel I usually skim-read on other blogs, and generally strictly avoid.
I'm having a weak moment. What follows is an exercise in art therapy.
Yup. Now I can claim "quack-psychotherapist" on my resume.
Some folks pay good money to soothe their souls with this stuff.
For you, my dear, loyal reader, I provide it free of charge.
This is a selection of my favorite paintings found at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in NYC.
This post has been a work in progress. I've been putting it together slowly for about 5 months now.
I've tried to include links to the Met museum website so you can see high quality images and learn the background information on each piece.
We'll start with my favorite painting in the world:
|"Wheatfield with Cypresses" - Vincent Van Gogh 1889|
|"Cypresses" - Vincent Van Gogh - 1889 36.75 x 29.125 in.|
|"Regatta at Saint-Adress" - Claude Monet 1867 29.625 x 40 in.|
|"Boating" - Edouard Manet 1874 38.25 x 51.25 in.|
|"View of Vetheuil" - Claude Monet 1880 31.5 x 23.75 in.|
|"Garden of Vaucresson" - Edouard Vuillard 1920 59 1/2 x 43 5/8|
|"Young Ladies of the Village" - Gustav Courbet 1852 76.75 x 102.75|
|"The Gulf of Marseilles Seen from L'Estaque" - Paul Cezanne 1885 28.75 x 39.5|
|Red Sunset on the Dhiaper- Arkhip Kuindzhi|
|sorry about the reflection on this one.."East River from the Shelton Hotel" - Georgia O'Keeffe 1928 12 x 32 in.|
|"Golden Gate" - Charles Sheeler 1955|
|"The Rocky Mountains" - Albert Bierstadt 1863 73.5 x 120.75 in.|
|"Soap Bubbles" - Thomas Couture - 1859 51.5 x 38.625|
|"Princesse de Broglie" Jean Auguste Dominique Ingres 1851-53 47.75 x 35.75 in.|
|"William Fraser of Reelig" - Sir Henry Raeburn 1801 29.5 x 24.5 in.|
|"Banks of the Loing" William Lamb Picknell c.1894-97 58.25 x 83 in.|
|"Oak Tree" - Wolfgang Adam Topffer 12.25 x 9.75 in.|
|"The Weeders" - Jules Breton 1868 28.125 x 50.25 in.|
"Vetheuil in Summer" - Claude Monet
"The Eruption of Vesuvius" Johan Christian Dahl
"leogar" - Modrian
"Spectrum" - Ellsworth Kelly
Joan of Arc" - Jules Bastian-Lopage 1879